I
ME
MYSELF ♥
(define selfish)


Had health checkup today, nurse said " try swimming more ", and first thing that rush into my heavy loaded mind was :" if o level could end ,i will swim ALL DAY!"

THE BURNING SENSATION is unbearable. EVERY minute i try to battle with the constant tiredness within me . Reluctant to give in, but i fail. ChenJing talked to me, commenting that i lost weight. She asked with concern whether I'm very tired as it shows in my blood-shot eyes(due to sleeping ). Questioned about what time i stay up till , i replied : twelve midnight to 1 plus plus . And she thought i was exaggerating, she said she really sympathizes me. End of conversation and we parted to our own destination . Mine is obviously the canteen. 1 more month to o lvl , elated its coming . ohohoh yea, i seriously think this studying is all over my head, getting more more more and more and more absent-minded i must state this . My bad if i ever forget about minor matter.

paranoid about certain things.
i NEED encouragement, i mean it .

i feel l-a-c-k-a-d-a-i-s-i-c-a-l ,LACKADAISICAL


[reading: the gift]-awesome storyline.
should be studyinggggggggg.god damn it .